Nothing major has happened. No-one has stressed out, I haven't made any mistakes.
It's a good thing. But people who deal with anxiety have a tendency to always wait for the other shoe to drop. How long will the peaceful period last? What else is gonna happen?
People with anxiety always have these questions. When oh when is my husband going to come home and start a fight because he's pissed off about something that has nothing to do with me. Not a question, a fact. A statement of truth. When is he going to badmouth me, belittle me and cuss me?
Anyway.... so yesterday I painted. I am an artist after all. I skipped laundry day and I painted. Nothing much. But art and creating gives my soul rest and freedom. Today, it's freezing outside and I have no choice but to be creative. I love that.
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